WAiT and WASTE Lyrics

No
That’s not it
Is what I wanted to say
But my voice wouldn’t come out
I want,
I want to make it right
If I could go back
I’d lay waste to the wait

I want to say goodbye to my cruel self
Because I’ve done such terrible things
I hate it, I truely hate it
But I just can’t help myself
I can’t hate it

It’s not like I’m spoiled or anything
But you can see it’s not my fault
I’m just a mess of excuses
Let’s break up with such a version of me

What is it that I’ve been waiting for?
It wasn’t supposed to be like this
The past is just laughing at me now
And there’s nothing I can do about it
This is going nowhere fast
How many years have I waited here?
How many years have I stood here?
Standing here questioning myself
But I have to do this,
I have to or I’ll die
I have to keep crawling to live
Aah
I have to live

I want to say goodbye to my cruel self
Because I’ve done such terrible things
I hate it, I truely hate it
But I just can’t help myself
I can’t hate it

It’s not like I’m spoiled or anything
But you can see it’s not my fault
I’m just a mess of excuses
Let’s break up with such a version of me

What is it that I’ve been waiting for?
It wasn’t supposed to be like this
The past is just laughing at me now
And there’s nothing I can do about it
This is going nowhere fast
How many years have I waited here?
How many years have I stood here?
Standing here questioning myself
But I have to do this,
I have to or I’ll die
I have to keep crawling to live
Aah
I have to live

What is it that I’ve been waiting for?
It wasn’t supposed to be like this
The past is just laughing at me now
And there’s nothing I can do about it
This is going nowhere fast
How many years have I waited here?
How many years have I stood here?
Standing here questioning myself
But I have to do this,
I have to or I’ll die
I have to keep crawling to live
Aah
I have to live