SURRENDER Lyrics

I’ve been looking for this shining for such a long time
It was looking down at me, so bright, dazzling
This abandoned garbage is just scum
But the thing that I’ve been looking for, for so long
Shouldn’t be this

Shining straight up into the sky
Blaming me
I can’t wake up, it’s just a dream
But there’s no proof

Of course, it’s a dark place
It’s a place to calm down
It’s only for running away to
It’s nice and cozy

Please tell me, my seniors
Who’s is it that you want?

If the sun shine again tomorrow
What should I do??
All the memories repeateding over and over, frustrating the hell out of me
Can you really say that the pain, the pain flies away?*
I can’t stand still any longer
Will the sun shine tomorrow?

I really care too much
For the words that were thrown
It’s just too tough to deal with
And I can’t carry on with it

The best bit is the beginning
It’s a scary thing
I try not to worry about life
But I’m shaking

Please tell me, my seniors
Who’s is it that you want?

If the sun shine again tomorrow
What should I do??
All the memories repeateding over and over, frustrating the hell out of me
Can you really say that the pain, the pain flies away?*
I can’t stand still any longer
Will the sun shine tomorrow?

I really care too much
For the words that were thrown
It’s just too tough to deal with
And I can’t carry on with it

The best bit is the beginning
It’s a scary thing
I try not to worry about life
But I’m shaking

If the sun shines again tomorrow
What should I do??
All the memories repeateding over and over, frustrating the hell out of me
Can you really say that the pain, the pain flies away?*
I can’t stand still any longer
Will the sun shine tomorrow?

My shaking thoughts
Are just those where I treated others cruely
I surrender to the pain
That fills my dreams

It will be sparkling
On that next suny day
I’ll never let go of that thought, it gives me strength
Don’t ever let go of this hand
So let’s say it once more

If the sun shines again tomorrow
What should I do??
All the memories repeateding over and over, frustrating the hell out of me
Can you really say that the pain, the pain flies away?*
I can’t stand still any longer
Will the sun shine tomorrow?

I’ve been looking for this shining for such a long time
It was looking down at me, so bright, dazzling
This abandoned garbage is just scum
But the thing that I’ve been looking for, for so long
Shouldn’t be this

*This line is a reference to Spell of the Sun / 太陽のじゅもん