Not Special Lyrics

I lie in my bed, looking up to the sea of my consciousness
That’s when I heard it.. The devil, the whispers
I can’t even see it in my dreams
I know nothing of goodbyes, yet I don’t have any regrets either

Is that okay?
I already know I’m not special
Always hoping, just thinking in ideals, it’s all so frustrating
Is that okay?
I’m well aware that all wishes can’t come true
So, stand up taller, until I can fly away

There’s no way I’ve got a grasp on stability,  I’m still not satisfied
Eternally questioning myself, there’s never a way out
I’m fully ready for you to resent me, my unforgivable hands will hold on until the end

Is that okay?
I already know I’m not special
Always hoping, just thinking in ideals, it’s all so frustrating
Is that okay?
I’m well aware that all wishes can’t come true
So, stand up taller, until I can fly away

Is that okay?
I’m well aware that all wishes can’t come true
Always hoping, just thinking in ideals, it’s all so frustrating
Is that okay?
I wonder if my pain will ever be able to save someone?
So, stand up taller, until I can fly away