LAUGH AT ME Lyrics

I sighed again yesterday, just the once, without fully knowing the reason why
No matter how many times I try, the road I once believed and pursued is miles away

Continuing on from the dream I saw while trembling, to the morning that provides no answer
It questions my very name, I won’t become a joke

Ah, if only I was a genius, I’d dye my beloved night sky a beautiful colour
But I want to keep struggling on
Getting angry, laughing
I want to be strong
You can see all my weaknesses, can’t you?
Laugh at me

Tomorrow is already on it’s way, but I’m not afraid to continue on
No matter how many mistakes I make, my wounds open up again

You tell me I’ll recover one day, but then the pain continues once more
Rather than myself, I want to stop everything else, I won’t become a joke

The voice calling out to me is loud and clear, with the thoughts I hold on to and the weight of the future heavy,
Ah, how many times have I wished I was dead?
Getting angry, laughing
I want to be strong
You can see all my weaknesses, can’t you?
Laugh at me

Ah, If only I was a genius, I’d dye my beloved night sky a beautiful colour
But I want to keep struggling on
Getting angry, laughing
I want to be strong
You can see all my weaknesses, can’t you?
Laugh at me