Ikitete Yokatta to iu no nara Lyrics

If it’s supposed to be good to be alive,
Then what was it that I saw in you?
At the end, at the very end
I wonder if I’ll be at peace

The white line I pulled straight
I walked this path with it on my shoulders
I’ve decided not to forget it

In this flat, trash-like city
It’s like there’s no tomorrow
I can’t move forwards
I want to believe the legends

I wonder what it’s like now
I’ll try wishing upon a star
I want to be kidnapped, it hurts here
Or something like that

If it’s supposed to be good to be alive,
Then why was I born?
Please give me wings in my dreams
Oh, I want to sink
On it’s own, it’s not a bad thing
It’s everlasting, even now
All I know is I don’t want to be here
Even though there’s nothing to guide us out

Everything is starting to go bad, I’m inconsolable
Filling this shape with my tiny existence
Just like carbonation that has lost its bubbles
In my broken state, will I accomplish anything?
I don’t want to believe I look stupid

I wonder what it’s like now
I’ll try wishing upon a star
Fuck you, God
It’s so cold here

If it’s supposed to be good to be alive,
Then why was I born?
Please give me wings in my dreams
Oh, I want to sink
If happiness is just a word
Even now, I can’t accept it
I know it’s the same colour as the night sky
Oh, I’ll abide by my fate

If I keep going until I reach the limits of my sadness
Would it become a little easier?
Can I never be happy?
Oh tell me, sun

If it’s supposed to be good to be alive,
Then why was I born?
Please give me wings in my dreams
Oh, I want to sink
On it’s own, it’s not a bad thing
It’s everlasting, even now
All I know is I don’t want to be here
Even though there’s nothing to guide us out

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