Barely Last Lyrics

I wonder if there’s light, hello
I don’t have the willpower to show you what I can do
I bet it’s nice and warm in the light
I can never get in it, no future

Why? I keep repeating the same, stupid things, never learning
If I lose it, just try to remember
I really should have known by now

Dammit, I feel as if I’ve left behind all the precious things
Pretending to be stronger than I am is a mistake, I’m falling into despair
I’d rather let my tears show, and go to where you are
I’m jealous.. Looks like you’re all having fun
I’m the only one that can’t break through

Ah, it’s back to the same old, usual colours again
The laughing voice that says “I don’t know” is fading
I’m scared of going towards those in the light
There’s no future where I can laugh and hold my head high

See? They made fun of me
I’m a truly shit person
No matter how many times I remember, my chest always hurts again

Dammit, I feel as if I’ve left behind all the precious things
Pretending to be stronger than I am is a mistake, I’m falling into despair
I’d rather let my tears show, and go to where you are
I’m jealous.. Looks like you’re all having fun
I’m the only one that can’t break through

All these hidden feelings, I pretended to never know
Please find the real me
Well, you’re probably already aware
That I’m not myself anymore

Always pretending to be stronger, I’ve come to understand how small I really am
I gave myself up to the night where my tears fell
Those doubting eyes always focused on me
Are the reason why I put on a brave face, to protect myself…

Dammit, I feel as if I’ve left behind all the precious things
Pretending to be stronger than I am is a mistake, I’m falling into despair
I’d rather let my tears show, and go to where you are
I’m jealous.. Looks like you’re all having fun
I’m the only one that can’t break through

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