優しいPAiN / SWEET PAiN Lyrics

I remember this wavering sound,
The future scribbled out on a faded notepad
Shame circles around and around me,
Opening the scars left in my clouded mind

Just how much do you know?
I definitely don’t want to know
I came back down to earth
Why did I take the medicine?

Please talk, that wasn’t me
But no matter how I say it,
It always looks like I’m blaming someone else
I fully understand it myself,
That my excuses are meaningless
There’s nothing I can do,
But hate such a self

I’m sure it was nothing, but it seems like I was saved
Everytime I remember that hard past
I’m just too pitiful, I’m pathetic
My guilt has accumulated to this
How long will it stay?

I’m gonna get out of here
But I don’t hate pain
Just how much do you know?
I definitely don’t want to know
I’m gonna get out of here
But I don’t hate pain
Just how much do you know?
I definitely don’t want to know
I came back down to earth
Why did I take the medicine?

I’m always terrified being in front of people
No matter how many times, it feels like I’m gonna die
Let’s all just cease to exist
Please disappear, it’s all I ask
I don’t want to remember
So please give onto me, that sweet pain

Please talk, that wasn’t me
But no matter how I say it,
It always looks like I’m blaming someone else
I fully understand it myself,
That my excuses are meaningless
There’s nothing I can do,
But hate such a self

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